Heaven's Only Wishful (Jacques Green Edit) | MorMor, Jacques Green

I can’t stop listening to this track.

I’ve been listening to it on repeat for the past three days. My neighbors must hate me. Or love me if they have great music taste and obsess over the things they love.

This track, like so many I love, has that beautiful ability to take lyrics that would make me want to curl up in a ball, and lay them on top of a beat that makes me want to dance.

I get a different kind of lost when I’m dancing to song that makes me feel so good…but a little sad at the same time.

I’ve ben playing this song when i’m laying in my bed, when I’m making dinner in the kitchen, and walking around my new neighborhood.

There’s something about this track that resonates with me. I can’t listen to it without moving. The moment that bass comes in, my hips start swaying and my shoulders follow within seconds. And I really need that right now. I really need to dance.

But as much as I love dancing in my bed, my kitchen, or on the street by myself, doing it nowadays makes me feel a little sad.

I miss dancing with people.

I miss dancing with people in a club, at a bar, at a festival, in a warehouse, or in an apartment. I miss feeling the energy of people dancing together. I miss bumping into people accidentally. I miss bumping into people on purpose. I miss connecting with people on the dance floor who are having just as much fun as I am.

I really miss it.

It’s been great having so many amazing DJ’s go live these past few weeks. And it’s been great finding fantastic tracks like this. But each time I hear something I love and get lost in, I’m always reminded of how much more I’d be enjoying it if other people were around.

I still get lost in though. But it's a different kind of lost when I’m dancing to song that makes me feel so good but a little sad at the same time.