Haunted feat. Sevdaliza | stwo

This Halloween I took it easy. Partly because I went hard Friday night but also partly because going out felt a little scary. 

The thought of going to three or four parties sounded like a nightmare Saturday night. Usually I’m all about parties. Especially ones that involve great music and dancing. But Halloween parties never do. Those parties are just drinking, talking, drinking, talking, drinking, and talking. And talking was the last thing I wanted to do.

The last thing I wanted to do is have people ask “How are you?” “What’s going on?” “What’s new? “How’s work?” and muster up the prefect answer that would quench enough of their social thirst to avoid an actual conversation.

Because no matter how great your life is, when you feel haunted by something, that’s all you can focus on. All you can think about is this thing that lingers around you making you feel…well…cursed. 

And even though on Halloween everyone’s dressed up like a zombie, which should make you feel like you’re in good company, it actually makes you want to run away and hide.