Messiah | Heavenly Beat

I woke up this morning with this song in my head.

It was so clear that I thought my iPhone was playing on my nightstand. It was so fucking weird. That has never happened before…even when I’ve been in repeat queen mode. I’ve never woken up with a song paying in my head so distinctly like that.

There’s a part of me that thinks there’s something really cool about this.  But there’s another part of me that thinks there’s something kind of creepy. Why would this song be in my head? Out of all the songs I’ve been listening to, why is this the track that seeped into my dreams?

I don’t know how I feel about the phrase When I feel the corruption on loop in my brain. I don’t know if I like the question Is this enough? circling around in my psyche. I just don’t know if I should be thinking about this song on some deeper level. 

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I think I’m just going to let it go today…and see if it’s still floating around in my brain tomorrow when I wake up. And if it is…then I’ll freak out…but only after I dance in bed a little bit.