Twice | Waterstrider

Today is my last day in New York. 

This morning was warm, dark, and rainy and it made me a little sad. Or maybe I already was. 

I’m happy here in New York. And am a little afraid of going back to San Francisco. I mean, I’m excited to go back and see my friends, but I just don’t want to go back to the way things were. I feel like in these past two weeks away, so much of how I see things has been revealed. So much of how I feel about things has changed. I’m excited to go back home, I just don’t want to go back to where I was.