Worry | Jack Garratt

I’m not always consistent with this project. 

A lot of times it’s because the songs that move me to write are somewhat uncomfortable. Or the writings they conjure up are an uncomfortable topic for me. 

So I don’t write.

And i leave the track in the draft folder for weeks…until I can find some “upbeat” or “fun” tracks to write about in the interim. Or until I can get over what I need to get over in order to write. 

I don’t know why it’s so hard at times. I’m sure if I had studied writing, encountering this would be some old issue my colleagues and I would have designed multiples solutions for.

But I didn’t.

So instead I struggle and worry. I worry about posting another uncomfortable track. I worry about posting more uncomfortable thoughts. I worry about what i’m writing, who’s reading it, what they think it means…or what I think it means. And I don’t write.

But I think I might need to push through…and just write. Not matter how uncomfortable it is.

I just need to write. 

And not worry about it.