Lord Know | Dum Dum Girls

I could lie in bed and listen to this song all day. Or listen to it while lying a Dolores Park park on a sunny day. Or while walking home on a still, crisp night when the moon lights up the city.

This song would feel right no matter where I was. I guess that’s because no matter how the scenery changes, what will remain the same are the choices I’ve made and the things that I’ve done.

Not that I’ve done terrible, unforgivable things or anything.

…or maybe I have

…I guess it depends on who you ask. 

Huh.

Maybe I’ve been just as selfish as anyone else. But since I’ve used logic to reason my way out of fault, I feel like I can’t be blamed. 

But I’m realizing now, that I can. I can totally be blamed. I can totally be called an asshole for some of the things that I’ve done.

Yep, I’m an asshole.

Weird.

It’s like it took someone beating me at my own game to make me realize that I was even playing.

Well…

Looks like it’s time to step up and take some responsibility for my actions. Looks like it’s time to start treating people with more care and compassion no matter how difficult it is for me or how uncomfortable it makes me feel.

Looks like it’s time for me to stop being an asshole.