1998 (Nick Murphy Remix) | Chet Faker

It’s a funny moment when you look back and think about people who aren’t in your life any more.

Or maybe a it’s a weird moment. Or an uncomfortable one. Or maybe it's a sad one. But I don’t really think so.

I used to feel bad or guilty about losing touch. Like I had to reach out. Like everyone I was ever close to, had to remain close to me at all times. And if they weren’t, it was somehow my fault.

But now, I look back and kinda smile at the distance that somehow got there. I like looking back and thinking about the fun times…or the not so fun times. I like appreciating their place in my past without lamenting their absence in my present. 

It’s nice when you let go of the idea of something. Especially when the reality may have left a long time ago.