Romeo | Basement Jaxx

“Get your fucking shit together and stop being an asshole.”

And that’s how Sadia signed off from her first time being someone’s girlfriend.  

That shit was tough.

I still think if Lacuna, Inc. was real, I would totally Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind his ass. But my friends tell me that that’s not true. I’m not so sure. So let’s weight the pros and cons.

Cons:

• Having the boy get involved with another girl while he’s still involed with you. (sucks)
• Having the boy bring said girl with the two of you to bars, friends parties, and your house. (really sucks)
• Having the boy put a mutual friend in an awkward position by unknowingly revealing what was going on. (now that’s just plain old shitty)

Pros:

• Having affection reciprocated on a different level. (oh so nice)
• Having sex with someone you care about. (who knew?!?!)
• Building a relationship with an awesome little girl who’s going to change the world one day. (still love that girl to this day and missing her is one of the hardest parts)
• Realizing that there might be something to this whole  ’dating’ thing. (making me look at someone new as more than just sex and getting to experience what dating a man is like)
• Realizing that you might not be an emotional robot after all. (shocking)
• Letting go and trusting someone. 
• Listening to songs you’ve always loved but realizing you’ve never understood what they were singing about until now.

So yes, apparently the pros outweigh the cons. I guess I’ll go ahead and cancel my imaginary appointment at Lacuna and handle my shit.

I could handle it by listening to I Walked by Sufjan Steven. Or Coming Down by the Dum Dum Girls. But instead I’ll handle it the best way I know how.

By dancing and letting it all go.